I am told self-reflection is good. So here we go.
I am moderately stubborn, but do accept sometimes it hurts others. I am not afraid to admit fault, so I do acknowledge it and apologize to those who have been negatively affected. But it does go unnoticed a lot, which is discouraging. I feel like my humble sincerity in general is often ignored because people - by nature, probably - tend to hang onto whatever I did that made them feel shitty in the first place.
Speaking of attention whores, why is it so important for me that others notice? And what exactly do I want them to notice? Who are "them" and why are they so fucking important?
No, the irony is not lost on me.