Lane change.

I am told self-reflection is good.  So here we go.

I am moderately stubborn, but do accept sometimes it hurts others.  I am not afraid to admit fault, so I do acknowledge it and apologize to those who have been negatively affected.  But it does go unnoticed a lot, which is discouraging.  I feel like my humble sincerity in general is often ignored because people - by nature, probably - tend to hang onto whatever I did that made them feel shitty in the first place.

Speaking of attention whores, why is it so important for me that others notice?  And what exactly do I want them to notice?  Who are "them" and why are they so fucking important?

Fuck people.

No, the irony is not lost on me.

LifeHerbert Urban